I have really funny things to say but no one is smart enough to appreciate them.
I wish I could make someone feel like they’re the most important person in the universe. I want to make someone feel loved and cared for and needed.
I am totally not mature enough for a real relationship. Like, all I want to do is eat fruit and watch Adventure Time. I don’t have the energy to put up with anything else.
Mom: Do you want to have a graduation party? You could invite your friends and everyone, it would be so fun!
Me: Mom, I don't have any friends.
Sometimes I think my insides are always going to be in conflict.
I want to be normal. But I want to be myself.
I want to stay home and read. But I want to go out and explore.
I want to be thin. But I want to eat delicious food.
why can’t every piece of me just be in agreement?
I don’t understand how a person could hate someone they haven’t met. I don’t understand how a person could hate anyone at all.
I just want to take photos all day and play my accordion. Drink black coffee, listen to The Ramones, take long drives and eat raw cookie dough. Read books about dead people and watch movies in black and white like my dreams. I’d love to ride the train for hours on end, talk to strangers, look at the scenery.
My mom told me I’m an old man in a teenage girl’s body.
Is it weird that I don’t even want to have sex? I feel like it is. I have no interest at all. Like. I am so fucking boring. I don’t drink, I don’t smoke/do other drugs, I don’t even go to parties. I don’t want to make out or fuck or whatever.
All I want to do is lay around and watch Cupcake Wars with someone, idk.
